a·float (ə-flōt')
adv. & adj.

1. In a floating position or condition.
2. Drifting about; moving without guidance.
3. Free or out of difficulty.

Cinta gila, gila, gila cinta,
Cinta gila, gila, gila cinta,
Cinta gila, gila, gila cinta!

I am totally addicted to this song, Cinta Gila by Grey Sky Morning! I don't think there's nowhere in the virtual world that I haven't announced that, lol :P I like it cause it's catchy and cause of its very-infectious-positivity-of-the-sung-about-couple in being together. Aww..

Anyway, woke up really early this morning for some reason. Although I must have drifted in and out of consciousness till late last night, I had a surprisingly good sleep :) I heart my bed thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much! :P My parents got the mattress from IKEA and the two of us are simply a match made in bedroom heaven :) I think I'll pack it in my suitcase whenever I move homes or something, huhu.

Other aimless musings include my to do list for today and the coming days:

• Get green cloth samples for the family
• Catch up with Ummi & Chu about meeting up plans
• Get car checked again by Proton before warranty expires (in Melaka! -_-')
• Go back for Pipi's wedding this weekend (also in Melaka!)
• Kidnap Azlin & Davina for some girl bonding session :P
• Oh, sort out things brought back from Melaka before my Dad bising, huhu.

I seem to can't run away from Melaka. I think I might have to go back sooner that I thought.....

xx





com·mu·ni·ca·tion (kə-myōō'nĭ-kā'shən)
n.

1. The act of communicating; transmission.
2. The exchange of thoughts, messages, or information, as by speech, signals, writing, or behavior.
3. The art and technique of using words effectively to impart information or ideas.

Sigh.

As predicted, my lecturer gave us an extension of 3 days for our final submission. I know I should be happy, but not when my work that he has previously approved are suddenly to be done again? He has asked for almost half of what I've done to be shot again and what's left undone to be completed by Monday.

Sigh.

As much as I'd like to perfect everything to the very tee, time is against me. Not to say limitations in terms of money too! Lol. Every shot has to be financed in one way or another and I can only keep forking out so much before I'm sucked dry.

Sigh.

Anyway, can't wait for all this to finally end. I've to go back to KL soon. My head needs a reset. Reset, reset, reset.

xx


ps: Isn't communication key? Shouldn't we able to talk to each other effortlessly? Sometimes I wonder.





del·i·cate (děl'ĭ-kĭt)
adj.

1. Pleasing to the senses, especially in a subtle way
2. Exquisitely fine or dainty
3. Easily broken or damaged
4. Requiring tactful treatment
5. Very subtle in difference or distinction.

2 more days before everything has to be submitted. I've to use the studio still though but the person in charge has gone to Sabah for a trip??? -_-'

Yesterday was not a really good day. I'm hoping that today will turn out better. I've a good feeling about it :)

Oh by the way, the picture is one of my submissions. Thanks heaps and heaps to Aida's mom for lending me the baju. It's so beautiful :))

Let much love flow around!





tre·men·dous (trĭ-měn'dəs)
adj.

1. Extremely large in amount, extent, or degree; enormous:
2. Informal Marvelous; wonderful:
3. Capable of making one tremble; terrible.

Wow. How long have I left this blog untouched? I don't know if there are any readers still after all this idleness, lol :P

So many have happened in these 5 months. In a nutshell,

• I'm in my final semester of my studies. I will finish in about 3 weeks!
  
• I've a new baby brother, Ahmad Nor Aiman :D
• Uhh, okay. The very private side of me is getting uncomfortable and thinks I've spilled too much ^_^'

Anyway, my assignments started out quite well at first. There was not much pressure I felt this semester even though technically, it should be my hardest. I started working on my ideas at my own pace and they turn out beautifully :) And then BAM! My lecturer dropped the news that we're to submit all 14 works in a week's time. I've only done about 6 or so, and that took me 3 weeks! So I tried my very best and pushed myself to go on overdrive mode and finish the rest in 7 days. The result so far? Uninspiring images, shallow ideas and unpleasant imperfections.

Sigh.

I hate, HATE being rushed.

Somebody give me a cloning device or something so I could please everyone and get everything done.

Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease..





kar·ma (kär'mə)
n.

1. The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny.

Sigh,

I rely too much on other people for support I think. If left alone, I'd slowly deteriorate in self-worthiness, determination and the feeling of being loved.

I'd go out of my way for those I love, cause I believe if you're kind to others, people will be kinder to you too.

That's not the case every time though. Some take my kindness for granted and turn a blind eye when I need them. I cannot comprehend how anyone could be so mean. There's good in everyone and I'm a firm believer of that even if it makes me seem naive.

Doesn't it make you feel better to be nice and doesn't it make it you happy when you could do something wonderful for others?

Am I the only one who thinks so?

I'm not sure if my friends have noticed this or not, but how the ones around me treat me, significantly affects me. I just don't know how to shrug negativity off completely yet.





Tau·rus (tôr'əs)
n. In all senses also called Bull.

1. A constellation in the Northern Hemisphere near Orion and Aries.
2. 1. The second sign of the zodiac.
   2. One who is born under this sign.

I wiki-ed my astrological sign, Taurus. Some of the things I find amusingly true (to a certain extent I guess since the traits are pretty much applicable to 80% of the world's population.)

According to Wikipedia, I am;

• Stubborn, however prefer thinking of themselves as patient, sensible and firm.
• Dedicated, willing to work hard for what they enjoy.
• Determined.
• Artistic / creative.
• Slow to anger, but can become furiously mad. (the first part is sometimes true.)
  
• Sensual, greatly enjoys food.
• Prudent, cautious.
• Resourceful.
  
• Loving.
• Romantic and affectionate.
• Loyal, faithful.
• Possessive.
• Good taste.

My ideal careers are;

• banking
  
• modeling
• music
• almost any form of bureaucracy
• engineering
• auctioneering
• artist
• managers
• singers
• chef
  
• acting

I like;

• stability
• beauty
• nature and natural things
• taking their time (yes, yes, yes)
  
• comfort and pleasure
• luxury
• the arts
• music

However, I dislike;

• disruption
• being forced
• being rushed
• change
• chaos (this I can actually tolerate)

I'm just doing this to distract myself from drifting into thoughts of you. Again. And again.





leave [leev]
verb, left, leav·ing.

1. to go out of or away from
2. to let remain or have remaining behind after going, disappearing, ceasing, etc.
3. to allow to remain in the same place, condition, etc.
4. to stop; cease; give up
5. to disregard; neglect
6. to have as a remainder after subtraction

This week has been a tough one for me. Emotional ups and downs plague me like an unwanted disease. My coughs have made a comeback (Hi, how have you guys been?) and my ribs are hurting. "That's because you've been coughing for too long Dear" said the doctor. I can only count ONE day this week when I was happy for about 3/5 of it. The other days have been long and melancholy, today included.

I feel slightly more precious than a half eaten apple, rotting and waiting to be thrown away. Depressing.

My mom's arriving around noon today. My original plan was to go home yesterday, but after a self imposed detention for not doing my assignment on time, I'm still in Melaka. Today I will get the final 10% sorted and hopefully I'll be able to leave for home. I will be meeting close friends tonight, which is honestly the best highlight of my unsmiling week. God knows how much I need familiar faces and comforting company so I can eject myself from this current state I'm in.

Maybe my mood isn't helped by the current playlist I've been zoning out to;

Pretend - Secondhand Serenade
Sedih Tak Berujung - Glenn
Mendendam - Marcell

and other heartbreaking music.

:(





mar·riage (mār'ĭj)
n.

1. 1. The legal union of a man and woman as husband and wife.
   2. The state of being married; wedlock.
   3. A common-law marriage.
2. A wedding.
3. A close union

Wahhhhh...

Everyone's getting married (or going to be married)! Left and right!

Aaaaaaaaaaa...!!!

*stressed*

Please excuse me while I immerse myself in serious jealousy. huhu

Ps: But seriously, congratulations to all my friends who are taking/had taken the next step. May all that is wonderful be yours!! :)

a·float (ə-flōt')
adv. & adj.

1. In a floating position or condition.
2. Drifting about; moving without guidance.
3. Free or out of difficulty.

Cinta gila, gila, gila cinta,
Cinta gila, gila, gila cinta,
Cinta gila, gila, gila cinta!

I am totally addicted to this song, Cinta Gila by Grey Sky Morning! I don't think there's nowhere in the virtual world that I haven't announced that, lol :P I like it cause it's catchy and cause of its very-infectious-positivity-of-the-sung-about-couple in being together. Aww..

Anyway, woke up really early this morning for some reason. Although I must have drifted in and out of consciousness till late last night, I had a surprisingly good sleep :) I heart my bed thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much! :P My parents got the mattress from IKEA and the two of us are simply a match made in bedroom heaven :) I think I'll pack it in my suitcase whenever I move homes or something, huhu.

Other aimless musings include my to do list for today and the coming days:

• Get green cloth samples for the family
• Catch up with Ummi & Chu about meeting up plans
• Get car checked again by Proton before warranty expires (in Melaka! -_-')
• Go back for Pipi's wedding this weekend (also in Melaka!)
• Kidnap Azlin & Davina for some girl bonding session :P
• Oh, sort out things brought back from Melaka before my Dad bising, huhu.

I seem to can't run away from Melaka. I think I might have to go back sooner that I thought.....

xx





com·mu·ni·ca·tion (kə-myōō'nĭ-kā'shən)
n.

1. The act of communicating; transmission.
2. The exchange of thoughts, messages, or information, as by speech, signals, writing, or behavior.
3. The art and technique of using words effectively to impart information or ideas.

Sigh.

As predicted, my lecturer gave us an extension of 3 days for our final submission. I know I should be happy, but not when my work that he has previously approved are suddenly to be done again? He has asked for almost half of what I've done to be shot again and what's left undone to be completed by Monday.

Sigh.

As much as I'd like to perfect everything to the very tee, time is against me. Not to say limitations in terms of money too! Lol. Every shot has to be financed in one way or another and I can only keep forking out so much before I'm sucked dry.

Sigh.

Anyway, can't wait for all this to finally end. I've to go back to KL soon. My head needs a reset. Reset, reset, reset.

xx


ps: Isn't communication key? Shouldn't we able to talk to each other effortlessly? Sometimes I wonder.





del·i·cate (děl'ĭ-kĭt)
adj.

1. Pleasing to the senses, especially in a subtle way
2. Exquisitely fine or dainty
3. Easily broken or damaged
4. Requiring tactful treatment
5. Very subtle in difference or distinction.

2 more days before everything has to be submitted. I've to use the studio still though but the person in charge has gone to Sabah for a trip??? -_-'

Yesterday was not a really good day. I'm hoping that today will turn out better. I've a good feeling about it :)

Oh by the way, the picture is one of my submissions. Thanks heaps and heaps to Aida's mom for lending me the baju. It's so beautiful :))

Let much love flow around!





tre·men·dous (trĭ-měn'dəs)
adj.

1. Extremely large in amount, extent, or degree; enormous:
2. Informal Marvelous; wonderful:
3. Capable of making one tremble; terrible.

Wow. How long have I left this blog untouched? I don't know if there are any readers still after all this idleness, lol :P

So many have happened in these 5 months. In a nutshell,

• I'm in my final semester of my studies. I will finish in about 3 weeks!
  
• I've a new baby brother, Ahmad Nor Aiman :D
• Uhh, okay. The very private side of me is getting uncomfortable and thinks I've spilled too much ^_^'

Anyway, my assignments started out quite well at first. There was not much pressure I felt this semester even though technically, it should be my hardest. I started working on my ideas at my own pace and they turn out beautifully :) And then BAM! My lecturer dropped the news that we're to submit all 14 works in a week's time. I've only done about 6 or so, and that took me 3 weeks! So I tried my very best and pushed myself to go on overdrive mode and finish the rest in 7 days. The result so far? Uninspiring images, shallow ideas and unpleasant imperfections.

Sigh.

I hate, HATE being rushed.

Somebody give me a cloning device or something so I could please everyone and get everything done.

Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease..





kar·ma (kär'mə)
n.

1. The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny.

Sigh,

I rely too much on other people for support I think. If left alone, I'd slowly deteriorate in self-worthiness, determination and the feeling of being loved.

I'd go out of my way for those I love, cause I believe if you're kind to others, people will be kinder to you too.

That's not the case every time though. Some take my kindness for granted and turn a blind eye when I need them. I cannot comprehend how anyone could be so mean. There's good in everyone and I'm a firm believer of that even if it makes me seem naive.

Doesn't it make you feel better to be nice and doesn't it make it you happy when you could do something wonderful for others?

Am I the only one who thinks so?

I'm not sure if my friends have noticed this or not, but how the ones around me treat me, significantly affects me. I just don't know how to shrug negativity off completely yet.





Tau·rus (tôr'əs)
n. In all senses also called Bull.

1. A constellation in the Northern Hemisphere near Orion and Aries.
2. 1. The second sign of the zodiac.
   2. One who is born under this sign.

I wiki-ed my astrological sign, Taurus. Some of the things I find amusingly true (to a certain extent I guess since the traits are pretty much applicable to 80% of the world's population.)

According to Wikipedia, I am;

• Stubborn, however prefer thinking of themselves as patient, sensible and firm.
• Dedicated, willing to work hard for what they enjoy.
• Determined.
• Artistic / creative.
• Slow to anger, but can become furiously mad. (the first part is sometimes true.)
  
• Sensual, greatly enjoys food.
• Prudent, cautious.
• Resourceful.
  
• Loving.
• Romantic and affectionate.
• Loyal, faithful.
• Possessive.
• Good taste.

My ideal careers are;

• banking
  
• modeling
• music
• almost any form of bureaucracy
• engineering
• auctioneering
• artist
• managers
• singers
• chef
  
• acting

I like;

• stability
• beauty
• nature and natural things
• taking their time (yes, yes, yes)
  
• comfort and pleasure
• luxury
• the arts
• music

However, I dislike;

• disruption
• being forced
• being rushed
• change
• chaos (this I can actually tolerate)

I'm just doing this to distract myself from drifting into thoughts of you. Again. And again.





leave [leev]
verb, left, leav·ing.

1. to go out of or away from
2. to let remain or have remaining behind after going, disappearing, ceasing, etc.
3. to allow to remain in the same place, condition, etc.
4. to stop; cease; give up
5. to disregard; neglect
6. to have as a remainder after subtraction

This week has been a tough one for me. Emotional ups and downs plague me like an unwanted disease. My coughs have made a comeback (Hi, how have you guys been?) and my ribs are hurting. "That's because you've been coughing for too long Dear" said the doctor. I can only count ONE day this week when I was happy for about 3/5 of it. The other days have been long and melancholy, today included.

I feel slightly more precious than a half eaten apple, rotting and waiting to be thrown away. Depressing.

My mom's arriving around noon today. My original plan was to go home yesterday, but after a self imposed detention for not doing my assignment on time, I'm still in Melaka. Today I will get the final 10% sorted and hopefully I'll be able to leave for home. I will be meeting close friends tonight, which is honestly the best highlight of my unsmiling week. God knows how much I need familiar faces and comforting company so I can eject myself from this current state I'm in.

Maybe my mood isn't helped by the current playlist I've been zoning out to;

Pretend - Secondhand Serenade
Sedih Tak Berujung - Glenn
Mendendam - Marcell

and other heartbreaking music.

:(





mar·riage (mār'ĭj)
n.

1. 1. The legal union of a man and woman as husband and wife.
   2. The state of being married; wedlock.
   3. A common-law marriage.
2. A wedding.
3. A close union

Wahhhhh...

Everyone's getting married (or going to be married)! Left and right!

Aaaaaaaaaaa...!!!

*stressed*

Please excuse me while I immerse myself in serious jealousy. huhu

Ps: But seriously, congratulations to all my friends who are taking/had taken the next step. May all that is wonderful be yours!! :)

i'm 22 this may 18th. that means i'm getting old :(
but i don't feel old, and i don't act any older than 18.
i enjoy the company of my beloved Ash and my good friends :)
ps: Subang Rawks.

music. can't function without it.
cats :)

rempits.
rempits.
rempits.
rempits.

i'm into a wide range of music, my faves being;
ella fitzgerald
michael buble
shakira and a bunch more.
fave genres are jazz, rnb and others.
*so lazy*

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